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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i really do need your love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING MEI ! X33

i dont know what the shit has happened to me . once again , i skipped lessons even though i had already set my alarm clock but i would just turned it off and went back to sleep . was supposed to go back to school for lessons on Monday , Tuesday and Today but i went for none of them . patheticcccc . . . but anyway , i don't care . its already holiday . no point waking up early just for those lessons . i rather use the time to shit and make my toilet bowl full .

went to Kbox yesterday to celebrate my beloved Ming Mei's Birthday . =D before that , went to Bugis to shop around with xuanlove first and i fucking spent lots of money . shit ! i really spent money just like shitting those waste out okay . pra pra pra [shitting sound] lols . went to Ang Mo Kio after that to meet some people then mrt-ed to JE kbox . was at there HIGH-ing like never before . all of them were asking me to relax . but you think i`m really happy like how my appearance showed ? seriously , i don't feel happy at all . its just a strong front hiding a weak emotion deep down . after High-ing for quite long , kept quiet all the way and browse through my handphone . looking at some photos . while looking at those photos , realized that Dan Ying and Ming MEi began to keep quiet too . so not wanting to spoil their mood because of my damn emotions , i went High-ing again . =) sing sang sung ! snatched mike with Dan Ying . she wanna sing Jay Chou's song but i didn let her . then pushed her out of the room and locked her outside . *laughs* lalalas `~ =pPp oh ya , i love singing Tian Tian Ye Ye with Shi En ! damn nice okay ! hahahs .

while singing , Jes , Jian Jie , Dan Ying , Xuan and me went out of the room lying to Ming Mei that we going to the washroom but actually we went out to buy a birthday cake for her . =D went in with the lighted candle and i dunno if she's shocked ? *laughs* after that , the last piece of cake was smashed on her face . haha . continued singing till 7.00p.m & when the bill came , something funny happened . made us laughed like hell . lols . oh ya , the person forgotten to add the cake in . free cake . not bad . *laughs* after leaving the place , the rest of them bus-ed home while xuanlove and me mrt-ed to Sembawang to meet people then mrt-ed back to boon lay . tired . and thanks xuanlove for accompanying me there . =DD

bao bao xD

sisters PBT !

smoker . . . *laughs*

wanna smell my hair ?

&i wonder , do you still love me ?

when you'r gone ;; & i miss you like never before .

吻我吻我 ; 好吗 ?

she love me larr !

i love her too x33

compatible ? lastlong anyway =)

i love her . =D

in the dark . they can just do anything . haas .

sisters PBT !

Double J , Double Lynn ! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! I LOVE YOU x33

Zi Xuan & Jeslynn

video later on or maybe tomorrow . something's wrong with youtube. it cant upload .

- 你为什么把我一个人丢在这里 ? -

我们之间到底发生了什么事 ? 你变了。真的变了。变到一个我根本都不认识的人。你对我的爱真的没了吗?为什么事情会变到这样?之前我们俩还好好的。告诉我你心里是怎么想的好吗?至少让我知道为什么你会变得这样。我真的好想你之前对我的爱和关心。宠我像个小孩是的。我好想念你的声音。你现在很少打电话给我了。为什么会这样?我真的不想再失去你了。因为我已经知道失去你的滋味了。我已经失去你两次了。我不想再有第三次。因为我知道失去你我会感到很痛苦和难过。我不想再经验这种过程了。因为我真的承受不了。我真的累了。好想这一睡永远就不用醒来。我不想再面对这些恐怖的事了。我真的真的很害怕。昨晚我又哭了。我告诉我自己不再为你而流泪。但是这些事真的是太痛苦到我无法把它藏在心里。我真的会失去你吗 ?

-yesterday you told me how is single like . and if its good . are you giving a hint to me that you wanted a break ? haiix . . . . -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
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``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

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